| Friday, October 16th, 2009 |
| 9:24 pm |
i'd show a smile - but i'm too weak! i'd share with you - could i only speak.. just how much this hurts me! |
| Tuesday, July 8th, 2008 |
| 7:03 pm |
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhh! yeah, that's all. |
| Wednesday, May 28th, 2008 |
| 9:45 pm |
regardless of anything, i will still write in here whatever i want. if you don't like it, TOUGH SHIT! if you don't want to hear what i have to say, then don't read it. no one is holding a gun to your head making you read this. i'm sorry, but this is and always will be my place to vent. take it or leave it. love me or hate me. i'mma do me! |
| Tuesday, April 1st, 2008 |
| 10:07 pm |
i'm just a little bit tired of life. a little bit bored with everything. and a huge bit of pissed the fuck off! |
| Wednesday, September 27th, 2006 |
| 1:13 am |
I dunno how to say that I'm NOT sorry?! |
| Tuesday, January 24th, 2006 |
| 9:22 am |
helloooooo livejournal!
so me and nicole are both in the computer lab.. like old times.. updating the good ol' livejournal! but i dont really have much to say.. buttt.. i am very sorry that nicole got a 0 on her little descriptive essay! that really sucks.. but that is all! goodbye! Current Mood:  aNNoyed..Current Music: Keyboards.. |
| Wednesday, January 11th, 2006 |
| 7:15 pm |
well well well.. looks like the school is stupid and only blocked myspace.. what morons! now i can get on here and update my livejournal and all my wonderful friends can leave me comments on here.. an in case you DIDNT already know.. i also started writing in my diaryland again.. and guess what?? THE STUPID SCHOOL DOSENT HAVE THAT BLOCKED EITHER! we are beatin the system bitches! welllllll.. hit it up on herrre.. dawg?! Current Mood:  Amused..~Current Music: Angie Drinking.. LOL! |
| Monday, September 5th, 2005 |
| 4:24 pm |
well hey there! i finally got my new computer! and i must say that it is amazing! it's not a dell.. we decided to get an HP instead! but i still like this.. and my grandpa is getting me a dell laptop here in a month or so! awesome awesome.. umm.. i dont know if i am gonna be at school tomorrow or not.. cuz i have the stomach flu! i am startin to feel better.. and hopefully i feel even better by tomorrow cuz i dont wanna miss government! but who knows.. but yah.. i am gonna download AIM.. cuz i need it bad! lol.. later! |
| Monday, August 29th, 2005 |
| 8:33 pm |
i havent wrote in here in forever! school is goin good.. i guess! been hangin out with a lotta people lately! had fun this weekedn with jaron, cassy, ashley, brooke, and cara! it was awesome! but my computer at home fucked up and so now i dont have a computer! so i am at the library! but i have good news.. DUDE! I'M GETTIN A DELL! haha.. i gotta go. i am gettin gas cuz it is rumored that prices are going up to like 4 dollars a gallon! and if that happens.. i'm ridin the fuckin bus! later guys! |
| Wednesday, August 17th, 2005 |
| 2:30 am |
here it is.. 2:30 in the morning.. and i cant fuckin sleep! of course.. the night before school! oh well.. i dont care! but i am extremly bored.. and i will be tomorrow. but i will have my cell phone on me.. so all of yall better text me or something! lol.. i am gonna go lay back down.. maybe watch a movie.. later guys! Current Mood:  Wide Awake..~Current Music: Save The Last Dance |
| Monday, August 15th, 2005 |
| 3:30 am |
today and tonight was amazing! i slept till about noon. then i got up took a shower and got dressed.. went to shonee's to show her my senior pics. then we decided to go job hunting.. so we went to big lots.. and that was all in greenfield. we were driving around and found a fuckin purple van for only $850! yah.. thats right! oh.. did i mention it only has 1 rim?! haha.. its amazing.. perfect for NICOLE! who by the way, needs to buy it.. no joke! so i took a pic of it.. and then we went to show nicole who was at work! we showed her.. then went to the mall to look for more jobs! we got apps. at a book store, dicks sporting goods, and i think that was it. ohh.. and we are gonna apply for the hospital online. so we went back to burger king after that.. talked to nicole. where i filled out an application.. and i will most likely get the job. i dont wanna work at fast food.. but i guess that i will have to deal with it. cuz i want a job.. and a MUSTANG! lol! we left there.. and went to kroger and got food for my family.. and cheese cake. then went to wal mart and saw andy, kathy, and wes. talked to them.. looked for the greenday cd.. they were sold out! so took shonee home.. ate some cheesecake and went home myself! got home.. ate.. was talkin to kayla.. we decided to hang out! so went and picked her up.. and headed back to burger king.. got some more free cheesecake.. and diet coke. then we talked for a while.. then nicole left to hang out with someone. so me and kayla went to chris schutts ((sp?)) house to chill. ended up stayin there for a good 2 and a half maybe 3 hours! but it was fun.. chris is a pretty cool guy! we left there.. went to town.. took something that didnt belong to us.. ((stole is such a strong word))! then we went.. umm.. lets call it house shopping! but the houses we wanted werent for sale.. so we made them be for sale! ((HELL YAH WE DID!)) it was such an adrenaline rush... you have no idea! but i am actually getting tired.. i order my senior pics tomorrow! so i am outta hither! later guys! |
| Sunday, August 14th, 2005 |
| 12:45 am |
I'M BACK! and i would like to thank Crystal and Kay Rae for their comment.. and NicoLe for all 45 of her commentS! score! haha! but we went cave exploring! which was freakin awesome! cuz i love caves.. i have loved them my whole life! and since this is my senior year ((YAY)) my grandpa decided to suprise me with caves! hell yah! it was insanly awesome! but yah.. on to the good stuff! so i have been talking with this girl named katie.. who i have known since the 3rd grade! i really like her a lot.. and that scares me! i have been single for a long time cuz the last 2 people that i got really close to, died! and trust me.. it hurts, still! so i have been talkin to katie off and on for a good month now.. we have gone out before.. and at that point in time it didn't work! well.. i missed her a lot while i was on vacation.. i texted her all the time.. she would text me back.. everything was all fine and awesome. well.. i told her that when i got back i wanted to see her.. and that i had a REALLY long note for her.. and a cd.. and yah. i gett home.. i call.. what is she doing? hanging out with her buddy jeff! now i dunno this guy.. at all.. but i know that she has a past with him.. and its a not so long ago past.. maybe 2 weeks ago when me and katie were on one of our offs. she told me they were just friends or whatever.. and i believed her. well.. little did i know that my buddy brandi happened to be with katie and jeff and zach ((brandi's boyfriend)). well i called brandi to complain about katie.. and i started talking about katie and jeff and brandi put 2 and 2 together and figured out that the katie and jeff i was talking about was the exact same people she was hanging out with tonight. well.. i guess that katie decided to give jeff a little show.. which included her in her bikini on his motorcyle.. just of her in her bikini.. and who could forget.. the pic of her in her bikini wearing his fire hat and jacket or whatever! yah.. so i'm definently kinda pissed off! but whatever.. it's better to find out about it now instead of later. i'm gonna become the fucking pope! GIRLS SUCK! no offense to my friends.. word! but i am tired.. and i gotta get back in the school mood.. UGH! senior year ((YAY!)) so i am gonna head to bed.. maybe yell at katie through texts! lol.. later guys! |
| Thursday, August 11th, 2005 |
| 11:40 am |
goin on a short vacation.. just cuz i want to! lol.. but while i am gone i expect LOTS of text messages.. and phone calls! and when i get back i want to see a whole lotta comments left for me! don't let me be disappointed! :-D see ya all when i get back.. later! |
| Saturday, August 6th, 2005 |
| 10:43 pm |
hmm.. so today i hung out with bridget.. she is moving back to greenfield! HELL YES! that is freakin awesome.. she has been one of my best friends ever since 3rd grade! seriously.. that made my day knowing that. we went to amanda browns house.. she wasnt home. so then we went to laura breece's house.. and talked to her for a few.. but then we left and went to kevin mcclarnons house and chilled there for a while.. but he was havin a family get together thing so we just kinda left. lol.. made our way over to jessi perkinson's house! which was awesome! i missed her a whole lot! we talked about people.. and that was fun.. and then we went back to bridgets gparents.. and played some boogle and stuff. and then i went home.. called keri and we went into town and chilled for a while.. and then i came home and talked to brooke.. which was fun i guess! but i gotta get up in the morning and go to the brickyard.. hell yah! i am goin with keri and her family.. but i gotta get up at like 6.. cuz we are leaving at like 6:30.. yuck! i hate morning.. its to.. early! and morning-ful! haha! so i am gonna get me some shut eye.. cuz that is what the cool kids do at night! lol.. later guys! give me a call tomorrow.. i rpolly wont answer.. but you can listen to greenday and then leave me a message! lol.. seriously.. call me.. its amazing! outt! |
| Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005 |
| 10:18 pm |
well a lot has happened since i updated last! i had my bon fire sunday night! it was a lotta fun.. there were a few people over.. jaron and kayla were the most fun though. after everyone else left we just kinda sat around and talked.. but over all the whole night was aweosme! i am thinkin about havin another one before school starts.. that way i can have a shit loda people over and we can just party it up! lol.. it'll be fun. i'm gonna have to talk my grandpa into it though! we'll see! monday i spent at methodist hospital all day. i got up at 8 and me, kelly, toni leigh, and my grandpa all headed up there. my cousin was havin surgery on her ACL that she tore playin softball. 14 years old.. and she already tore her ACL.. thats crazy! but she is doin good. she cant get outta bed for a while week.. that is gonna suck for her! but yah.. i got home around 6.. and just chilled and did laundry.. today i had my senior pics (( which may explain why i was doing laundry))! it was a fuckin blast! mike mckown is an awesome guy! he is funny.. and talks to you through out the whole session! i didnt feel uncomfortable at all! and he took some really good pictures! it was insane! i cant wait till i get them back! i am gonna get a hell of a lot of them.. cuz they were honestly that good! i get the proofs back on thursday.. so if you wanna see them before anyone else.. let me know! i went swimming at my uncles today too.. it was kinda gross! a flock of geese decided to make the lake there home.. and there were feathers and shit everywhere! but we chased them off.. i know they will come back but they are gone for now. lets see.. what else.. thursday i am goin to register for school too! i am kinda happy about goin back.. but at the same time i dont want to. this is my last year of high school.. i dunno if that is good or bad. mixed feelings.. but i am gonna get some sleep.. i just got done talkin to the one and only katie davis! she is awesome! good luck with all your problems.. he is fake! be careful babe! |
| Saturday, July 30th, 2005 |
| 12:02 pm |
i haven't updated this in a long ass time! i have been hangin out with brooke, cassy, steph, danny, and some other people a lot lately! so i just haven't found the time to get on here and update. yesterday me and steph went to her grandma's and chilled there and ate some food! lol.. we were actually supposed to meet cassy, brooke, nessa, kenny, and ayaka at caselton mall.. but we got lost and decided that since we didn't have any money that it was a waste of time to even go. so steph's grandparents gave her money for her birthday to get her belly button pierced! so we headed back to greenfield to go to skin scape and met her mom there! steph, being the pansy that she is, got light headed after she got it done.. so i got to drive her car back to cassy's! thats right! I FINALLY GOT TO DRIVE A MUSTANG! that is my dream car people.. and i love them! so steph and i got to cassy's.. chilled there with cassy's dad and brother.. cuz cassy was still at the mall. then she left to go hang out with danny.. and i headed into town to go see josh and barb.. cuz yesterday was Teresa's b-day! it was kind of a hard day.. but i guess that i dealt with it quite well. today i woke up late.. i was supposed to go to edienburg outlet mall at like 8 in the morning. well.. that didnt work. i woke up at freakin 10.. and then the shirt that i wanted to wear wasn't clean. i had asked my grandpa to do the laundry yesterday so that i could have that shirt. well.. little did i know.. the shirt i wanted had red on it.. so it couldn't go in with the whites cuz my grandpa bleaches the whites! so of course i was pissed cuz that was the only shirt i wanted to wear.. and because all of my other clothes were dirty so i didnt have anything to wear. so then me and my grandpa got into this huge ass argument.. cuz i thought that it was dumb that the shirt i told him i wanted clean wasnt done.. and how i had nothing to wear.. and how i wasnt gonna be a nasty park bitch and wear dirty clothes. so then he goes into this whole speal about how i am ungrateful.. and how nothing he does is good enough for anyone.. and blah blah blah! i didnt care.. i just sat there and looked at him like he was dumb! so then he said that if i didnt go right then and there that i wasnt gonna be able to get clothes for my senior pictures.. i was like.. i'm not going, bye, have fun! and then i got up.. went downstairs and layed on top of the dryer until my shirt was dry! and now i am up here.. writtin in this.. and listening to my grandpa yell at mikey! haha! i love it when this happens. i usually get my way with my grandpa.. and mikey and chris don't! like hardly ever.. and me and kelly can get away with just about anything. which is why i get to go to the mall now! even though he said that i wasnt gonna go.. like i said.. i get my way! speaking of kelly.. he used to be a cool kid. he was the only one of my brothers that i could stand to actually hang out with. haha.. NOT ANYMORE! he started hangin out with mikey all of the time and now he is a little fucking dirty park bitch! thats right.. he hangs out at the park! i mean.. i dunno why anyone does! mikey does because he is 16.. and he likes to hang out with the 30 year old guys and the 10 year old girls that hang out at the parl. cuz his future aspirations are to be a child molestor like all the other nasty fucks at the park! UGHHH.. I FUCKIN HATE THE PARK! so anyways.. i might be having a bon fire tonight.. possibly! maybe tomorrow if not tonight.. and then i think that i will hang out with some people in town after that. i cant have a lotta people here.. so i will call you if you can come! lol.. or you can call me and ask and i will tell you yes or no. cassy wants to bring her boyfriend.. well.. sorry.. but thats not gonna happen. she thinks that she can invite whoever she wants over to my bon fire.. HELL NO! if she wants to do that then she should have her own.. cuz if she invites one person over here that i dont want over here.. they are leaving and so is she! haha.. i am such a dick! but i am gonna get offa here.. later guys! call the cell about tonight ((or tomorrow)). i should know for sure in an hour or so! :\\317-498-6711//: Current Mood: Bitchy-ish..~Current Music: Fall Out Boy "Sugar We're Goin Down" |
| Saturday, July 23rd, 2005 |
| 10:33 am |
hmm.. so last night i went to cassy's and helped her clean her brothers room.. we each got 25 bucks outta that! and trust me.. it was well worth it! jake had stuff everywhere in that room.. it was pretty damn gross! after that we drove to kings buffet.. got some money from my grandpa.. i went and picked up amanda.. and then we met cassy and paul at wendy's to eat! we stayed there for a while.. and then i went and got gas.. took amanda home.. came home myself.. and i think that i pretty much went to sleep when i got home. then i woke up at 2 because my brother was yellin about somethin. turns out that SOMEONE came to my house.. got out of there car.. and decided to put bologna on my car! haha.. you guys are so funny! maybe next time you should try it when the front porch light isnt' on.. that way you wont be seen! but nice try.. really! it would have been funny to wake up to! but nooo.. chris saw.. and chris washed my car.. and my grandpa called the cops.. we know what the vehicle looks like.. so even if we dont know who you are exactly.. we will find out! have a GREAT day! :D haha! so yah.. i basically went back to sleep.. cuz i didnt care! i mean come on.. bologna.. on my car!? and they think i care about my car.. haha.. yah right! my grandpa would just buy me a new one.. lol! but just because of that whole ordeal.. i am gonna start parking my car in the garage.. not cuz i want to! becuse the cops asked me to.. why? i dunno.. but i guess i will do it! but i gotta get in the shower cuz i am goin with cassy to pick up her japanese foreign exchange student! hell yah! i get to meet someone from japan! how cool is that? and then tomorrow i am taking the lovely ashley burton to cassy's for a bon fire! mmm hmmm.. should be fun! only a select few people will be there! you'll be getting a call if you are invited! lol.. later guys! Current Mood: Amused.. Nice Try With The CarCurrent Music: "Grand Theft Autumn" Fall Out Boy..~ |
| Wednesday, July 20th, 2005 |
| 9:31 pm |
today was an eventful day.. 1st.. i woke up and went out to eat at the country skillet with my grandpa. he called it the "end of summer gym breakfast celebration".. but whatever.. it was good! after that we went and got my grandpa's car washed. and then we headed out to kohls to buy me some new clothes. but i only found 3 shirts that i liked and a new pair of shoes.. so then we left and headed back to the house. on our way back it stormed.. and my gpa wanted to stop at home depot to get some lights for the house.. but then i remembered that my windows were down. so we headed back home to put them up. i got lucky.. i beat the storm! hell yah! so then we came inside and sat down for a few minutes and then decided to go to mckown and make my senior pictures appointment. got there and i had no idea what i wanted. i ended up getting the "safari" package. which means that i have a 2 hour session. i get as many pics as i want.. and then i get a book and pic out the best ones. i can bring friends, my car, pets, as many clothes as i want, pretty much anything i want! so i need to make up my mind and figure out what i wanna do. but my session isnt until august 2nd at 12:30 so i still have a while to decide. we left there.. got back home.. got in my grandpa's van and went to millers jewlery.. ordered my class ring.. i freakin love it! mine is like one of a kind.. i made it.. so.. unique! we left there and went to home depot.. got some lights for the house.. and some paint.. and then i came back home. cassy called.. so i met her at kings buffet and had me some chinese.. which she payed for! hell yah.. cant beat free chinese! lol! then we went back to her house and sat in her room listening to music for a while.. and then we cleaned it.. my side of the room was the best.. and i even got done before her so i got to sit online for a while. then i decided to come home.. and that brings me to right now! i havent updated like that in a long time! it has always just been parts of my day.. tomorrow i think that i am gonna go to my dads and chill for a while.. and then maybe hang out with some people. if you wanna hang out tomorrow leave me a comment.. or call me.. or text me or something. but i am gonna get offa here.. i think that i am gonna watch some tv and maybe fall asleep! later guys! outt.. |
| 9:55 am |
i'm going out to eat breakfast with my grandpa.. why you may ask?! BECAUSE I DONT HAVE TO BE AT FUCKING SCHOOL ANYMORE FOR SUMMER GYM! hell yah! i would like to inform you that Jessica Simpson is VERY VERY hot! i just watched her "these boots are made for walking" music video.. and DAMMMMMMN! i had no idea she was that hot.. i mean she always looked good.. but not that good! if you havent seen it you should.. i'm serious! |
| Tuesday, July 19th, 2005 |
| 2:30 am |
just to let you all know.. i am still alive! i have just been really busy lately. with school.. and i have been reading that damn new harry potter book which i just finished by the way.. and i am very pissed off at the ending! i cant believe that happened.. how in the hell can they have a 7th book now?! damn.. you're just gonna have to read it to understand! i am pissed.. but i am tired.. and tomorrow ((actually today)) is the last day of summer gym.. HELL YAH! but i need to get my sleep.. we are going fishing tomorrow.. at the worst possible place.. |
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